So much to say my output buffer is being overloaded by mental expression requests... its like a denial of service attack on my communication aparati.
Yeah I'm a sucker for mis-pluralizing words ending in -us to -i. That's right grammar we are breaking up going from us to I baby. Actually... we should still stay in touch and be fuck buddies... lest I fall too far from the center of understanding... but I'm going to still push the boundaries...its how I'm wired.
So in the interest of not blowing my mental O-ring... I'm thinking I'll just bullet point a small subject line or tweets worth of data from the various mental clamourers and perhaps elaborate later... hahaha... I laugh but I really mean to:
- I'm obsessed with the subject of learning with a current focus on machine learning.
- I'm my longest relationship with Traci Glodery and she is amazing. I lurbs her. I hope I (die before ruining it) or (gain immortality.)
- I'm concerned that the toxic environment at my workplace and constant verbal abuse is undermining my self esteem and traumatizing me.
- Loving someone is scary because now I have so much more to fear for... and I'm like riddled with fear as is.
- I have a new logical respect for all sentient beings... and I can explain how so called "stupid people" are not really and have important value.
- I have a theory on why it appears that many so called "smart people" appear to have no "common sense" and why many are considered socially awkward.
- I believe that attention/awareness will become the strongest currency... and that simple observation is itself an important action.
- I believe that communication is one of the most difficult problems we need to attack as a species... and I have a plan of attack. ("Talk to me")
- ...ugh and work creeps in... must away... but I hope to post another day... soon.