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Sat, Dec. 13th, 2003, 03:42 am
No sex before marriage.

Had fun talking with KT alot tonight... then we fought... and then I had more fun talking with her. KT asked me about how I masturbate and she secretly recorded me talking about how I glue razor blades to my fingers and then scrape the razors along the shaft sideways so that it doesnt slice but it does scrape off the outer layer of skin... then I rub some butter on it and it stings..."oh it hurts so good baby!" I hope she keeps that shit on tape... I was busting a gut at the tone in my voice... there was another graphic story where she peels my penis like a banana and give head to the meaty sponge part and then stiches me up. Bad little monkey.

Brian is in town... for some reason... but who cares... it was fun hanging with fellow sick fucks like matt and brian... honing my sick fuck skills... etc.

I dreamed my way home I was so tired.

Thu, Dec. 11th, 2003, 02:22 pm

My final final is today. I haven't studied although I should... I can barely focus... I've been sick since this weekend... I even managed to do well on my Num Methods test despite being at my sickest... still I should study some... I think I will go get publix sub and attempt to rouse myself.

Thu, Dec. 11th, 2003, 12:23 am
Nothing

I just wanted to post... I have nothing to say... maybe I would have something to say if I were able to gather my thoughts... but probably not.

Sun, Dec. 7th, 2003, 11:50 pm
Ugh.

Woke up sick. I've been drinking liquids nonstop which has helped my throat. Sad news is that I have my final for Numerical Methods tomorrow morning. Studying has been slow going... :/

I'm going to study for another half an hour then get some sleep.

If you have a Spanish test soon... then good luck to you :)

Fri, Dec. 5th, 2003, 12:32 am
Sleep ends in eep!

I chose a 2 hour recovery nap over going to my last class of Matrix Theory... I did miss the test, but its only a regular one(Final is next Thursday) and we get one test grade dropped... so I traded it for some magic sleep. I'm out of the red zone and back into the yellow...

I have my Discrete Math Final tomorrow... think I'm going to try to get there early and do a 20 min power study. I should be able to get the A without studying, but this will get me out of the test earlier.

My super gay teal undershorts that few have seen just gave up the ghost... I look like some ragamuffin jigalo with my crotchless shorts with random bonus holes.

Now for the sleeping portion of our show.

Mon, Dec. 1st, 2003, 01:14 am
Weekend update.

I finished my final paper for Engrish... yay... its not so bad... cannot say if it will score me the A.

I had mucho fun hanging out with Becky, Sam, and Jia. It was nice to meet Jia again... she lent me a book!!! We played Boggle... I sucked as predicted... Jia pwned us all... though Sam and Becky were much better than I. Then Jia introduced us to Snaps... and everyone figured out the secret except me... I was close... I was tired so lay off!

I went to Spanksgiving Two with Dave at Christine's place... good food, but all we did was watch movies... movies I had seen... recently... and didn't like much.

I got to talk to my gf a bunch one day... forget which... was good.

Think I'm only going to be able to fit in 3 classes this next semester... ah well.

I need to go shopping for my gf... I know exactly what I want to get her... just need to go buy. Perhaps Matt will go consuming with me.

Been playing Nethack with my monk... I've been savescumming something fierce, but I've learned tons more that I ever would have by not cheating. I don't count this game...but it will definately help me out when I play for real. BTW the game does some seriously shitty stuff. Some things I still have no clue how to get past without maybe dying... alot.

I read the first book in the Star Wars: New Jedi Order... its by Salvatore(Dark Elf Trilogy)... and it was good. A good weekend all in all.

Need more books...

Thu, Nov. 27th, 2003, 12:48 am
Can't sleep...

I got home from work early... and I read to my gf from the Neverending Story... which is kinda true because she fell asleep after two pages... pages that I read to her before and she didnt remember... hehe... so cute.

I played FFTA on a Gameboy Advanced Emulator... I think I would rather get a real Gameboy Advanced because its more portable than my lappy top... and I don't have to deal with glitchy emulation.

I tried playing a Ranger Elf in Nethack... it didn't work out for me... I think I need to upgrade my skills... gonna go back to Monk.

Going to do Spanksgiving with the family this year...

Tired but can't sleep... no creative energy... don't wanna play games... don't wanna study math... grr... smell like ketchup... might be hallucinating... no books to read... thats what I need fucking books... gimmie! I need to find a cheap ass used bookstore and buy 30 random scifi/fantasy books... ooh I know... I want to read Micheal Moorcock books... need!!! Where to find?

Wed, Nov. 26th, 2003, 12:07 am

I downloaded a Gameboy Emulator to save some cash... I'll prolly start playing Final Fantasy Tactics Advanced mid December... I'm afraid to even run the rom lest I become enraptured and fail all my finals.

I love my girlfriend more than phatjoe loves his girlfriend... *neener*

Mon, Nov. 24th, 2003, 01:21 am
*yawn*

Watching "Sleepless Nights." Its a B vampire movie... not bad so far.

I'm too tired to work on my paper... and not tired enough to sleep. I think/hope its not due till Wednesday.

Argh... cheesy vampire love scenes.

I'm a sucker(heh) for vampire movies in general... one of the few that I would recommend avoiding is called "The Brotherhood"... it turns out its a gay vampire movie that is light on the vampire but heavy on the gayness... so keep that in mind if you are thinking about renting it.

I like the cheesy look to this movie... I think Resident Evil would have been "scarier" if were flimed more grainy... dark and with weird angles like the game.

Sun, Nov. 23rd, 2003, 04:02 am
Nethack

I just got finished playing about 4 hours of Nethack... I have the cute graphically spiffy version. Since I finished my scheduled homework for the day I could waste the time without any guilt... no guilt I say!

I played Yo-gi-oh on the PS2... horrid game plot... but the strategy was fun. I still havent played Final Fantasy Tactics Advanced Super Fun Game yet... that would require me buying a gameboy advanced... which I would love to buy... but I should really save my money to spend on my gf.

Zzz...

Sat, Nov. 22nd, 2003, 01:26 pm
Saturday...late start...

MC Resty-D in the house. Got adequate amounts of sleep, finally correcting the imbalance of the week.

The Recchi bros are in California visiting Laura. So no hanging out with the Steve. *single tear*

I have another annoying Num Methods lab to do this weekend... this one is only three problems long and I've done about half of it already so... I think I'll try to get that done tonight. That would leave Sunday to write my paper for English. Ok lets do this.

Fri, Nov. 21st, 2003, 12:16 am
Sweet pea.

Katie says that I never tell anyone that I love her.

I love Katie.

She lies.

Fri, Nov. 21st, 2003, 12:04 am
Chewy chunks of degradation...

Livejournal posts from my friends are showing up sporadically... I'll check religiously for a few days with only one or two new posts from my friends... then the next day boom its like a whole week went by... this used to happen to me before I had a paid account... and since I let my account expire a few months ago I suspect I'm back on the ghetto servers.

Add to list of things to do:
Upgrade Livejournal accout.

I'm doing well in school... if I work hard on this last paper I can get an A in English... I have As in all 3 math classes although depending on the teachers... I might get an A- or two. Ah well.

I signed up for three classes this coming semester:

Numerical Methods 2 - which is about approximation and error with functions. This is a very practical class that I would recommend to any person that has a job where they analyze data.

Survey of Geometry - This class seems to be all about wacky geometry... which has always been extremely interesting to me. Mr.Burke's wet dream.

Modern Algebra - also known as Abstract Algebra... when I ask what this class is about people answer with a list of topics that I've never heard about... you know... rings... stuff like that... uhm rings? I wouldn't have been able to take this class without getting a professor to let me take it independent... I sure hope this doesn't lead to buh-buh bah bum... certain doom.

Sun, Nov. 16th, 2003, 05:19 pm
Lists

I think lists are the key to absent minded people like myself getting things done. Joe is working on a todo list for me that will post in my livejournal for me... or maybe in another account that I make up... I don't know the details... but thats gonna be cool.

Now I've been thinking about a recreational list... a list of all the science fiction movies that I haven't seen and would want to see.

There were only a few on the imdb top 50 list that I haven't seen and a couple look promising.

Sun, Nov. 16th, 2003, 01:16 am

Woke up extra early and went to work... it was horrible but not too bad... at least I got to wear my comfy clothes.

Called Katie... had a wee bit of a fight about us not getting to talk enough... went to lunch with Matt and Big Dave(half giant from work.) Matt wanted to see a movie with Mike, but I wasn't feeling it so I headed home... got a call from Cheyenne she wanted her Blue Submarine 6 DVD back and also to hang out... showered visited with them and "helped" play Soul Reaver 2... which I liked because it was basically Soul Reaver one with better graphics and better plot.

Sometimes I start to hear the electricity in the house... it starts as a hum... then I hear pulsing buzzes... then its a crazy orchestra of electronic sound... actually its more like a barrage... it starts to annoy me... and I know that Superman must be insane.

I once heard that insanity was doing the same thing repeatedly and expecting different results... I think you can slim it down to just doing the same thing repeatedly. Expecting certain results almost implies a belief in logical cause and effect.

Sleepy, hurts when I peepee.

Sat, Nov. 15th, 2003, 12:14 am

I think I figured out a way to take three classes next semester... it involves getting one of my professors to let me to independent study... I just hope that I can learn Modern Algebra on my own... supposedly its one of the two hardest classes in the math program the other being Modern Analysis... I really have no clue as to what goes on in either of those classes.

Thu, Nov. 13th, 2003, 03:55 pm
Trades like Joe's Stepbrother

I traded tonights shift for an early shift Saturday so that I will have some time to study for my Numerical Methods test tomorrow. Numerical integration is probably alot easier if you get to read the material.

So tired... anyways when I think about a bad trade I think about Joe's stepbrother that would trade a playstation and 14 games for a sega saturn and 8 games... then turn around and trade that for a playstation and 4 games...repeat until he is down to melted pile of M&Ms shaped like a playstation and a memory card.

Must remember to renew license at DMV... soon!

Tue, Nov. 11th, 2003, 01:35 pm
A-nnoying

I got an A on my last English paper... which is annoying because the expected grade was a B possibly a C... since I got a B on the last paper and an A on this one I now have the "possibility" to get an A in English... I was perfectly content with my impending B... but now the prof's gone and given me hope... admittedly straight As would be nice... but damnit I have to focus on the math can't be distracted with this English... except today I have to write the last of the major writing assignment... I have 4.5 hours left... this is gonna suck major ass.

Mon, Nov. 10th, 2003, 12:57 am
I suck

If I were really cool I could make a separate user then have some sort of tool that I put in my things to do when I think of them... then the tool posts a livejournal entry once each morning... then it would be on my friends list each day... but I'm not cool... so I suggest that the nice peeps at livejournal set something like that up... perhaps something only paid accounts get...shrug.

how about it science?

ps I'm too lazy to actually suggest this to livejournal.

Mon, Nov. 10th, 2003, 12:47 am
I was mostly good... mostly.

Insane Numerical Methods lab this weekend... I spent all day Saturday working on the lab... then I spent like 4 hours Sunday working on it... I still didn't finish the last problem. I wanted to finish my last major writing assignment for English this weekend but alas... I was too mentally wrecked after the lab to be able to focus. Fortunately I have Tuesday off of skool so I can write the paper then... the day before its due... yay... thank goodness this is merely the first draft. I wish I knew what to write about... the woman that we are supposed to emulate is too awesome. I might read her books when I find the time... hmm I need a todo list... that like either emails me or shows up here in livejournal... so I can remember all the minor shit that I should do but forget because I dont care and I'm a fucking tard.

Tue, Nov. 4th, 2003, 01:04 pm

I could catch up on three hours of sleep today, but whats the point? I'm just gonna get tired again. Thats one of the major annoyances of mortality... the futile repetitions.

Most of them seem to have good reasons... gotta eat for energy... must elimintate the unused portions... its all so inefficient... we should shit absolute zero hydrogen cubes if anything.

Some are unknown... like sleep... whats the deal? I haven't heard any science about sleep... no the ideas you picked up from watching the Nightmare on Elm Street movies doesn't qualify you to comment... maybe I'm just taking out my medical science hate on you... my bad.

Don't get me started on why I medical science hate.

Wtf!? This is what I'm talking about... hunger. Sucks for me that I buy into the food Astrology... gotta eat to stay healthy. Blah blah.

Get rid of sleep and eating... I'll be rich I tell you.

Sun, Nov. 2nd, 2003, 01:39 pm
Weekend of Slack.

I had to turn in major assignments in most of my classes last week so amazingly I don't have anything critical due this next week. So I get to slack off this weekend.

Saturday... I had planned to hang out with Dave and Brian but things didn't pan out... ended up at Matt's for most of the evening... there was a party for his uncle Sal's 50th b-day. Before that went into full swing we went to "Scream House" which was basically Christian propaganda in the form of a Holloween event. It had some good parts... the smoke, strobe and closed quarters were slightly disorienting...

The hightlights: in the darkness along with the suicide scene we get splashed with warm water(nice touch), there is a long part where you must wear goggles that completely blind you... so you move along in the dark holding on to a rope that leads your all around... you have like 50 children around you screaming in terror... help us... they move all around you screaming right in your face and stuff, and before we got into the church it was classic they way a few girls were telling Brian that he should be struck down for wearing the "there is no god" t-shirt.

The true horror is at the end when they bring you into a room where they preach at you about how you have to choose to serve god or satan. They asked each of us if we knew whom we served... I think all of us had a smart alleck answer for him... I said "no thanks"... he was kinda confused that I would be answering the deeper question of will I buy his bullshit. This phase of the rise wasn't as amusing as we thought it would be I recommend skipping this part.

Fri, Oct. 31st, 2003, 01:28 am
No shame in this game.

I dont really have time to go into this but I think we should make an effort to get rid of things that are shameful... what I mean is make them less shameful.

For example: Shitting and pissing oneself.
Ok(if we are lucky) we spend the first couple year of our lives wallowing in our own shit and piss. This is a fine and happy time until our parents start giving us crap(haha) about the situation. Things that gave once gave us glee are taught to be wrong and shameful.

...so begins the middle years... we spend our days and night living in perpetual fear of shitting and pissing ourselves. We find ourselves interupting our blessed slumber many nights purely out of fear. If we drop a hershey squirt or two we find ourselves glancing furtively around to see if anyone noticed... and we do our own laundry because we cannot allow someone to see our shameful skid marks. Long gone are the times when we would carry our now 5lb diapers to our mothers and declare proudly. "mommy look what I made!"

Then we get older and we are reduced to piss, shit and shame factories. I sphincters like our children no longer heed our pleas. We are shunted off to nursing homes where orderlies seal us in adjoining shower stalls and place bets on which of us will drown in our own elimination.

But there is no need for us to die in shame... sad pathetic shit covered husks... we can embrace our fecal natures... don't we even say "when nature calls?"... lets make the world a better place... join me and other brave souls like me in International Shit Your Pants Day.

Tue, Oct. 28th, 2003, 12:47 am

Been feeling lethargic for the last couple of weeks.

Mon, Oct. 27th, 2003, 01:44 am
Memo to future self:

Sometime in the future must learn to not procrastinate.

Sat, Oct. 25th, 2003, 02:34 am
Reminder

Find music by Wall of Voodoo.

Thu, Oct. 23rd, 2003, 02:41 pm
New World Order

I'm going to test a new budget regime that involves NO unecessary expenses. This means no movies. *sniff*

My food budget concerns me the most... typically I allocate $300 a month for food and I eat out whenever... I need to reduce this to about $250 a month or less.

What is a cheap way for me to eat? Remember I'm almost never home.

Also I must remember to research scholarships... need more money for school.

Tue, Oct. 21st, 2003, 03:04 pm

...took my raping like a good little slave. Will try not to dress slutty from now on...

Tue, Oct. 21st, 2003, 12:54 am
Good one god.

Long story short... watched Joe's parents house since Wednesday... housing complex had my car towed while I was away... now I owe $250 to the car towing company... for a car that is worth about that... which I was going to give to goodwill... I'm livid... its the evil mentality of because we can... and how I no recourse... its like they have your car... even if you got your car back by nefarious means... still the law would side with them... you would goto collections and get your credit fucked over. God wants to 300 dollar me to death... via the car industry... the enormity of the evil... it just puts me in a bad place. We should be better than this.

Sun, Oct. 12th, 2003, 11:13 pm
Malaise

I'm sleepy and my depression is back like a long lost woobie.

It would be nice if I could have a job where I make my own hours... I would just like to sleep with impunity... I don't want to set an alarm...

I'm used to being depressed... its kinda comforting in a strange way. Amazingly I haven't been depressed much in the last year or so... I think Katie has been acting as a anti-depressant... still she cannot conquer my nature from afar.

Sun, Oct. 12th, 2003, 01:56 pm
Update X.X

Been a long time since my last confession... I got a B on the English paper... I studied hard for the Num Methods test... I could have pulled a 75 if I got a perfect on the problems I completed... the test required more time than we were allotted.

This Saturday and Sunday... I've been relaxing for the first time in a long while... Marshall was here all day yesterday and we watched the first part of Kill Bill... I enjoyed it...blah. Marshall's fam had a birthday party and I went to that... he got the first season of The Family Guy and clothes... got to speak with Marshall's brother about his comic routines/acting/modeling stuff... its a world that is foreign to me.

I dreamt I was in CSI and there was a part where we got attacked by this murderer and I had to shoot him an insane number of times... I had to switch guns and reload once before he dropped. My gf suggested I think about that as a career... but I dont know... I think it would depress me... and taint my soul... not that my current job isnt the antichrist of soul-scrubbing bubbles... but at least I dont get bits of brain on me.

My work payed me about 120 less on my paycheck due to an error on their part... I've yet to see the money in my bank account... I hope they add it to next paycheck... I need that money critically... I almost didnt have enough money for food again... this wouldn't be an issue if I still havent received my student loans... when I last called them they assured me things were cool and money on its way... Marshall told me he had the same problem and he called and told them that he needed the money now because the school was gonna kick him out and they sent him the check hehe... too bad my school is all understanding by deferring payment... the problem is I need some of that money for living expenses... my car insurance and car payments estimates turned out to be low... so I'm paying much more than I budgeted. *grumble*

My grades are bothering me somewhat... looks like I will have A's and B's maybe even all B's at this rate... yeah I don't have the books for two of my classes(see no loan/food money) and yeah I work full time so I have very little time to study and no time up until last weekend... these are valid reasons for not getting the straight A's I feel I could easily get if I had the time... but I still feel slightly disappointed... and I think my gf is too although she never really said anything.

Argh...that reminds me... I should be working on my paper this weekend... but I won't... I think I will at the very least... read the Assignment and start thinking about what I will write... actually for me thats the hardest part... once I clearly decide what I'm going to say... boom paper done. I'm actually happy with my B in English... should get A's in math tho... grr. I'm only gonna take 2 classes next semester... one will be the sequal to the Numerical Methods class... the other will probably be Modern Algebra or Modern Analysis... or whatever I have to take to fit it into my schedule... but I would like to get one of those out of the way... supposedly they are the hardest classes for my major... I thinking they are wrong... English is the hardest for me.

Thu, Oct. 2nd, 2003, 03:25 pm
Shower and shampoo poo

A little more than halfway through revising my paper... gonna grab a shower then its off to my Matrix Theory... wouldn't have had time to study even if I did have the book... thanks late student loans.

After the test I must finish the paper then study in vain for the Numerical Methods class that is kicking my ass because of the no time to study thing I might have mentioned before... whats that Joe used to say? "D for diploma!"

Thu, Oct. 2nd, 2003, 08:36 am
*sniff*

I traded the second half of today's work for work on Sunday so I can study tonight and work on my paper... sucks.

Tue, Sep. 30th, 2003, 03:55 pm
No time!

I feel like the White Rabbit from Alice in Wonderland... now if only I could find Joe's "t" remover.

Oy, I'm late!

Sat, Sep. 27th, 2003, 01:49 pm
I should be allowed to think... rant.

Nothing interesting happening... I'm working and I'm schooling... they keep me rather busy. I don't get time enough to talk to anyone... I don't get time enough to think... work doesn't allow for independent thought... I spend all day following scripts and loops I programmed for myself to deal with people and I really have no time for creative thought and its making me insane. Also thats the main reason I haven't felt like writing here... I prefer to write about introspective things rather than... here is what I did... here is what I need to do... etc. all the time.

I would like to work on some personal projects like my friends Project Mo and Phatjoe. Parts of my brain are dying... at least I get some stimulation from Math... but outside of school I have no time to think about that either... I do get to finally listen to some music while I'm driving to and fro work, skool, and home. Dr. Octagon is great but he too reminds me of all the fun I'm missing.

School is actually a good thing for me... its work that is destroying my mind. Its the nature of the work... it is constantly cheese-grating the hell out of my soul. I got retards or assheads on the phone all day... almost without pause and constantly in the middle of my calls and especially if I'm off a call... I get a steady stream of people from work asking me the same questions they ask me everyday... asking me to basically do their job for them... all the time... its supposed to be no big deal because its just one little question... but there are like fifty people there all asking me one question... and the same people are back again and again... I feel like a jerk if I tell them to ask someone else or that I'm too busy... but in reality they should be sending these questions to the teamleaders who in turn should be either assisting them on valid questions or telling them where to learn to do their job or firing them because they obviously cannot learn to do their job... seriously... I got people that have been here 1-3 years more than I have asking me for help all the time... making more money than I am... and I have to go on AUX(minimum wage, off the phone) to help them while they are making bank off me... and I would love to simply say sorry ask a TL never come to me with questions but then I wouldn't be a team player... and I might get fired... so I'm fucked.

Really the best I can do is to let the TLs know which people aren't able to do their job and hope that they get fired. Also another observation... women are the worst... you want to fucking vote... then do you fucking job and stop asking me questions like you are a fucking retarded five-year-old. These women ruin it for the whole gender... you need to cull them out or you will never get respect....

Mon, Sep. 22nd, 2003, 12:12 am
Finished.

I finished my paper by 8pm, thanks to my gf, so I had time catch the wrestling pay per view at Brad's place.

I'm completely out of shape... the jog to the mailbox and back winded me. I'm thinking I need to make time on the weekends for some gym action.

Sent out my first car payment... along with my car insurance and horrid wireless bill I'm completely utterly broke. I still haven't received my financial aid from school. I need to look into that this week... also need to call Cingular and let them know that the check is in the mail, baby.

I think this is going to be week #5 at school so only 11 weeks to go. I have the sinking feeling that I am going to get at least two B's if not three... this will be disappointing considering I should get A's in all my classes... but I can blame it on two real reasons... one is that I have very little time to study and two is that I didn't buy two of my books because I cannot afford them at this time. Reading the chapter for those classes would probably help some. Yathink?

I got no love from the pea tonight but that's ok she had lots of work to do and I can empathize.

*yawn*

Fri, Sep. 19th, 2003, 01:26 am
Wee bit tired

Watching CSI on DVD... good stuff. I traded Friday work for Saturday work... hopefully I will have enough time to pruduce a decent paper by Monday. I scored a B on my Matrix test... two of the questions were bullshit so I'm not too upset about it. After this episode of CSI... I'm gonna crash... can't stay up too late since I have skool.

Thu, Sep. 18th, 2003, 12:43 am
...

I've been thinking alot recently about "making a difference." That means making the world a better place for me... its important to understand the me-centricy in this idea. Sure if all goes well others would reap the benefits of my NWOs... but thats not as important as the me me me. Well it would be nice if it became catching... like I could trick/show other people into copying me perhaps enhancing my world even more... yes do my bidding my underlings...

...so the trouble is I figure I got only so many resources so I have to pick just one or two major causes and persue them... they have to be good enough to stand the test of fickle, er time.

I've thought of a few ideas... but too tired to elaborate now... anyone have any suggestions? Things that are wrong with the world that need to be right... obvious good things that just don't exist for some reason... important that I would directly benefit from this changed world, but not necessarily money...

Wed, Sep. 17th, 2003, 12:43 am
Bah!

I believe I got the A on my Matrix Theory test... yay. My next test is Friday for Discrete Math... that looks kinda easy... however... I have devil English Paper due Friday... and methinks another due Monday. Why you gotta be hating, English?!

Tue, Sep. 16th, 2003, 04:14 pm
First Test

Wish me luck on my first test...

Tue, Sep. 16th, 2003, 01:29 pm
Stuff...

Spent Friday night through Sunday afternoon in CT with Katie. It was too short... she took great care of me... making me food and taking me out to dinner. Hopefully I gave her enough hugs++ to make it worth her efforts :)

I lucked out this week... my English assignment was pushed back to Friday so rather than rush to do a crappy job today... I can wait to rush and do an even worse job on Thursday... maybe I'll start work on it today but no promises.

Thank goodness tomorrow is payday... I haven't been this poor since I've started working... which reminds me that I still haven't received my financial aid... must look into this.

So hungry! Will visit momma publix after posting this. Marshall called this weekend... I sure hope he wasn't in town this weekend and I missed him. My flights home kinda sucked ass... I spent about two hours waiting in Atlanta for my plane... it figures I would "visit" Atlanta without seeing any of my peeps there. Ok tummy hold your horses... so yeah... as soon as I have money again which I estimate as never I'm gonna have to plan a real visit to Atlanta... I imagine tickets to/from there would be much less expensive... but then again I imagine myself as Don Juan the greatest lover that ever lived... ;)

Appease hunger demons!

Wed, Sep. 10th, 2003, 12:38 am
Tuesday

Work: 9am-4:30pm
School: 5pm-6:30pm
Work: 7:15pm-11:50pm

Will be doing the same deal on Thursday... these days should be my lazy days... but they mean I don't have to go to work on Friday. Yay! I fly to CT this Friday... coming back late Sunday. Its gonna rule.

Sun, Sep. 7th, 2003, 01:57 am
Nice Saturday

Had publix sub for dinner... finished lion's share of the paper. Had a lot of happy good talk with Katie. Played excessive amounts of Dr. Muto after she went to sleep. Now I'm beyond tired.

Tomorrow I should print out my paper... and study for my Numerical Methods class.

I set Katie up with a livejournal account... which she had better make use of soon: ktgilbert

Katie got the Alice in Wonderland DVD I secretly sent her a week ago. :)

I am so poor. After paying rent I'm going to be right at zero. I should have my first car payment coming up soon... if I'm lucky I won't have to pay it next paycheck... and that will let me whittle down the evil phone bill.

I spoke briefly with my roomate about getting the MCI neighborhood thing which gives unlimited long distance at a flat rate... about time people.

I think it would be great to maintain a big list of things that are done inefficiently and ideas on how to make things better... then one day when we own the world there will be a whole lotta changes.

Sat, Sep. 6th, 2003, 08:16 pm
Jackie Paper

Mostly finished.

I need to write one more sentence and then type it up.

Turns out my wireless connection wont get a connection if I'm on my 900MHz phone nearby... but if I'm online and then I get a call its ok... just marginally slower.

Sat, Sep. 6th, 2003, 02:49 pm
Procrastination Moon

Food and shower... before the paper... yeah gotta be clean... need that fuel... I'm not a bad boy... good good boy.

Sat, Sep. 6th, 2003, 01:48 am
Weekend Update

Work was fine this week... ditto school. Bought one of my math books for 120 dollars... I have a 300$ phone bill from Cingular... I changed my plan... but now I have to go back to contract killing to make ends meet.

Katie and I have been fighting on the phone too much. Serenity now.

Went back and listened to phatjoe's Social Security songs... they tend to get annoyingly repetitive but they usually start good. Hi-bye, This Cats Drinkin, Clean Shower, and Sxxxxs are my favorites.

I have to write my first real assignment for English1101 this weekend... argh!

Wed, Sep. 3rd, 2003, 12:41 am
...tuesday.

Missed the first half of work today because I was sick... I actually drove into work before I realized that I wasn't tired I was plain ick. Went home and slept for an extra seven hours... so 15 hours of sleep for me today... I got my financial aid forms digitally signed... I hope thats all I needed to do... its seems impossible to find a step by step guide to getting financial aid done for my skool. I purchased tickets to see KT... I leave Friday 9/12/03 7pm and return Sunday 6pm... its not enough time but hey at least I get to see my Sweet Pea. Ok I'm still a little ick and I'm tired so nite.

Sat, Aug. 30th, 2003, 03:39 pm
Yay!

The dealership lowered my payments by 20 bucks a month and I have the extended warrenty so I have most things on my car covered for 10 years. Needless to say I'm very pleased.

Ticket prices for me to visit KT Friday evening to Sunday evening run arount 320$ so I need to wait till some money clears before I can book a flight. (Did I say that right?)

I'm still checking on my financial aid.

Sat, Aug. 30th, 2003, 12:54 am
Did I mention I'm immense in immortal?

So tired... but I cannot sleep in tomorrow... gotta go to the dealership and find out what the hell is going on with my car... they want me to come in for some reason although they have no real information for me when I ask what's wrong. I hope Barb or Doug will be able to go in with me... I don't want to enter that den of thieves alone... I'll come out naked and covered with sugar... "It helps the gas mileage."

I gotta find out the status of my student loans... need money for books. One of my books cost 150$. Can I finance that shit over five years?

Must schedule plane tickets to see KT.

Sat, Aug. 30th, 2003, 12:34 am
Crazy Week.

Here is my schedule including work and school.

Work: M-F 9am-12:30pm, 7:30pm-12am.
School: MWF 1pm-4pm, TR 5pm-6:30pm.

Numerical Methods, Discrete Mathematics, English101, Matrix Theory....

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